One Week of Revlimid Down

I started chemo a week ago Friday with Revlimid a drug intended for those with relapsed MM. The nice thing about Revlimid is that it is a capsule, so I don't have to sit in a doctors office hooked to an IV. The best thing is that it is working. Tumors are shrinking like mad, I am nearly pain free, and this is only in a week. On the down side, I am tired, and the possibility of low blood counts increases the chance of infection. It does seem that Revlimid is getting Poindexter under control. So, I keep praying that this new treatment will reign this disease in enough to get the donated bone marrow transplant, and hopefully finish Poindexter off. Keep praying.
St. Peregrine, pray for us.
Blessed John XXIII, pray for us.
Deacon John
The Vigil of Pentecost
May 30, 2009

Me and Poindexter

Just a few months ago, I noticed a lump growing on my sternum. It was small, unremarkable, and I thought that at my next Doctor's visit I should have her look at it. Then, this mysterious lump took on a life of its own, growing exponentially. So maybe it couldn't wait until the next visit. After a CT scan, an MRI, and a biopsy, my doctor called me in to inform me that I have cancer. It is amazing how quickly one's life can change. With that word, cancer, nothing could ever be the same again. Yet here I am, with my invitation to this exclusive club, an invitation that apparently cannot be refused. A choice has to be made. Give in to self-pity, or fight. As a person of faith, I choose to fight. Hence the name of this post and this blog, Me and Poindexter. No offence to anyone actually named Poindexter, but I had to give this disease, this tumor a face, something I could grasp, something I could shake as I struggle with it. Why did this challenge come to me? I can't know, at least not this side of heaven. I only know that in this struggle, in this journey through cancer to, hopefully, prayerfully, remission, I can record this journey as I attempt to find God in the struggle. No doubt, my faith was challenged, but my faith remains.